Chapter 594 The Unforeseen Taboo(Incest Sex):>Ep21

• The next few weeks were like that, in fact. If I had to describe it in a word, it was gray. There was nothing, no distraction, no conversation with friends or Chelsea that brought any relief. I considered things that I never had even thought about before. I should be grateful, I suppose, for all the busywork that I had before my own first semester of college starting. If not for that, I would probably have just sat at home and slept.
• The first days of college forced me to focus a bit. Some of the classes that I had signed up for were interesting, and one was far more difficult than I had anticipated. I later learned that it was a "weed out" course for the Comp Sci program, designed to scare incoming students into taking the whole thing seriously and prepare them for more disciplined thinking. I barely managed it, to be honest.
• I did my work at the college's extensive library to avoid having to go home. I ate and spent downtime in the student center or outside if it was nice. I didn't particularly enjoy it, but I couldn't stand being home. Mom was attending fewer meetings, which gave her more time to help with Chelsea and Rebecca, but also made her more attentive to me. She knew something was wrong and was trying to wheedle it out of me. I wasn't in danger of saying anything, but trying to keep my guard up constantly was draining. I was going to snap at her soon, and I didn't want to. She was, for once, doing her best.